Tuesday, May 25, 2010
thoughts from me!
Why are there times that I feel like so many people that I know have someone except for me? It raises questions to me that I ask myself like am I worth it? don't I deserve to be happy? It's weird, how being picked on when I was younger for only having one eye and now even when I'm older (25) it still affects me. People notice I don't have the confidence. Even though I try to show confidence people somehow notice. Even if I don't recognize that I don't have confidence. I don't know how to gain the confidence. I guess its because I've never had the social interaction really in my life that other people have had or haven't experienced things that others have had. I'm hoping loosing more weight will make me more attractive and desirable. On the weight loss front I am down about another 4 pounds in the 253-254 area.