Wednesday, December 22, 2010

12/22/10

hey!!!!!!! so on the weight loss front i'm holding in at around 240...............people have brought so much food into our room where I work its so hard to avoid it...............still haven't been able to find my niche with exercise :(. I hope everyone has a great Christmas!!!  Here are a few pictures of my niece..........



Monday, December 20, 2010

12/20/10

hey!!!!!!!! so my weight is staying around 240. I still need to get on a better workout regimen. any ideas? eating wise i have been doing better than what i was i do not bring home bags of candy or anything like that. I just need to get on a routine and stick to it. I think i'm going to start by not stopping at dunkin donuts to get something to drink in the mornings because that leads to me getting other food. I'm going to stick to maple and brown sugar oatmeal for breakfast and probably a turkey sandwich with light mayo for lunch. How is everyone's week? This holiday challenge i did horrible with, but the next challenge i join i'm going to lose as much as possible. I'd love to be at the 220's by 1/6/11 i don't see that happening so i'll settle for like low-middle 230's. 1/6 is my next dr appt

Friday, December 10, 2010

yay!!!!!!!

i'm so happy!!!!!! i've been sticking to working out even though I don't really like it. I need to to be able to get the body i want and get healthy and gain confidence..........It's weird even though i still am big i still think relationships and stuff for me doesnt' happen because of my size......but it sounds like from talking with friends and family its more of a confidence issue.........so I gotta try to improve on that but don't really know how. On the weight loss front i was at 239.8 today which is a loss of like 8-9 pounds since last thursday....hopefully that will continue........the band is definitely helping

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

good news from me..........

hey........................so this fill is deffinatly helping.............i just gotta be careful on how fast i eat because since thursday i've thrown up 3 times, but that is a lot less than when i was at this fill level before last thursday i was around 248 area today i'm at 241.8 already so the weight is coming off and i've been exercising hoping i can get in a routine i wanna get to 195 by may.....think it can happen???  It's amazing how much i can't eat which is a good thing

Monday, December 6, 2010

so far so good..............

i'm back on track!!!!!!!!! i've lost 4 pounds since thursday!!!!!! :) now I just need to stick to an exercise routine. Before surgery I did great but since surgery it's been really tough to get on it and stay on it...........i just have to my goal is to lose another 45 pounds before the WLSFA's meet and greet in vegas during the month of may..........It feels so good to have more restriction. I have thrown up twice since thursday, but i think that is my own fault.........and its better than last time i was struggling where it was every day almost and usually 2-3 times a day............i don't know why i couldn't handle 6.5 cc then, but I can now.....but hey i'll take it.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

i got a kick in the ass.............

Alright............went to the dr's...............he was saying how i'd be 300 pounds again before i know it.......he gave me .5 cc fill where i was having trouble with it last time.........i really wanted .25 cc but i didn't dare ask him for it........we will see how round 2 goes with this fill i wanna lose like 55 pounds before may 13 when i got the vegas meet and greet for wlsfa.............i'm going to try working out in the morning again.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

appt tomorrow

Ok! So I'm finally starting to get back on track.........i'm nervous for my appt tomorrow as it will show prob a 15-20 pound gain in like 6 weeks...................wow not good. I was going to reschedule, and try to lose weight first that way I wouldn't get yelled at as much, but I need a fill. any suggestions for keeping with exercise I always get off to a great start and then fall off again........I just need to tell myself to do it to become and get the body i want